I Miss Him

This is just one of my few random write ups I wrote way back 2 years ago. I found this one in one of my files. So I will post it now here for safe keeping that someday I could read it and reminisce.

She

I miss him, as I look at him today. The scent in the air tells me it’s him. I miss that perfume so familiar to my nose. It’s a coincidence after 5 years I saw him again. Something pinched my heart reminding me of something familiar. Something I can’t explain, that face, those eyes, I know him very well. It was something I will never forget, something I will always treasure. I miss him.

He

There she is..after 5 long years I saw her again. A special lady I adored. She’s still pretty, she was once young, now she’s a grown up. She grew beautifully. That long hair, her eyes, her face and her lips. Yes those lips. Everything reminded me of what happened 5 years ago. The longing look in her eyes, oh I want to hug her but I just can’t.

She: Hi

He:wow this is a total surprise, how have you been?

She: been good how about you?

He: Been busy but all is well how long have you been here?

She: Migrated 2 years ago with my family

He: great.who’s with you now?

Little girl: Mommy who is he?

She: Honey this is my friend,a good friend back in the place where I grew up

He: Hi little girl how are you?

Little girl: Hello mommy’s friend I am very pleased to meet u (giving her little hands)

He: ( I took her tiny hands and shook it gently, she giggled)

Little girl: mommy im starving can we go home now?

She: yes baby…(I turned towards him, I don’t wanna say this words again, feels like a lump is stucked on my throat)

He: hmmmm (uneasy look) see yah around?

She: probably..(but I think not)

He: Take care (I wanted to hug and kiss her)

She: you too (I wanted to hug him like i used to)

She

As I turned around a drop of tear fell from my eyes. IT hurts after quite a long time, I thought I have forgotten him. I missed him so much. If only I got patient if only I have waited…if only I did not marry this little girl could have been ours…I miss him

He

As I turned around a drop of tear fell from my eyes. I missed her so bad that I wanted to hug her. If only I understood better what she felt. If only I didn’t abandon her. If only I left my ministry and chose her…. that little girl could have been ours. I still love her…