Love is Not Blind

LOVE IS BLIND--as the famous quote says, but I think it's not TRUE. Love is NOT BLIND but LOVERS are. Yes physically we are not blind, but we choose to be . We let our heart rule our brain. How can I say that because once, maybe twice, even thrice I BECAME BLIND. Maybe not BLIND at all,but I chose to cover my eyes and let this stupid flesh between my chest rule over me, foolishly following instructions which we're not meant to follow.I wasn't thinking straight at all. EMOTIONS are powerful, makes someone stupid, even destroy ones dear life.

Now... it has been ended, because finally I am writing this post without a tear falling down from my eyes. Yes. SHACKLES are finally off..I voluntarily released the cover from my eyes and see the real thing that's been happening. I can finally say. HEY I'M OKAY.Maybe it was not love after all, maybe I am just a little crazy girl who wanted someone to accompany her when she's alone... AND i have mistaken that rare feeling for this 4 letter word LOVE. But who really knows what that means? What is the exact definition? What is the perfect description? NOBODY knows and just like what they say...NOBODY IS PERFECT, therefore LOVE IS NOT PERFECT too. But one thing is for sure, the next time I will fall in love I will not cover my eyes, I will use my head and will never let my HYPOTHALAMUS (seat of emotion) rule over me. I don't want to make the same mistakes again...As I write now I can really feel that I'M FREED from the little cage where I imprisoned my self.

Shackles are OFF there's NO TURNING BACK....I may glance back not to reminisce but TO LEARN...

biTter sWeet Vodka

I'm having a hormonal imbalance today especially tonight. Just talked to someone significant in my past and it made me feel that I needed something to put me to sleep, coz that conversation bothered me that much. Opened the refrigerator and saw this Antonov Vodka mixed drink in Apple flavor. This mixed drink just have a 5% alcohol content so it will not get me drunk and I still can get up early to process my passport tomorrow (finally!).  
I entitled this post bittersweet vodka because, aside from I'm drinking this drink, I am heart broken!.
 Love is like a vodka it's bitter but it's sweet. You get to taste the sweetest of love you'll ever get but in one way or another there will be something bitter in it. What I like about this drink is that when you drink few bottles there is no hang over, but when you have TOO MUCH, you'll get a very bad headache. And in the morning you'll keep on blaming yourself, "why I drank too much?now I'm having a bad headache and I wanna puke."
So like in every failed relationship...you had too much love...you will get bitter and at the end of the day...you will blame yourself for what you have done...


So think about love which is like the bitter-sweet vodka...don't have too much if you don't wanna have a bad case of hang over after....=)